GNaz

2005-08-15T01:07:00.000-07:00

Ghalbeh Tarak Khordeh......I haven't been here a while. Guess there was nothing I needed to say out loud. But leave it up to love or heartbreak to bring me back here. Everyone thinks I am this strong tough chick. Little do they know that my heart is all cracked and chipped off. And I am all out of glue and tape.

2004-09-02T20:42:00.000-07:00

Today was a double happy day.

He called me today and told me that he saw his doctor today and the results of his biopsy indicated that he does NOT have cancer. How fabulous is that?

About an hour after that my doctor called me and told me that the lumps on my thyroid are benign as well. Talk about a sigh of relief.

2004-09-02T00:34:00.000-07:00

"This love has taken it's toll on me,
(he) said goodbye too many times before"

2004-09-02T00:33:00.000-07:00

I'm tired of being nice, it has gotten me nowhere
Let's see if being mean gets me somewhere

2004-09-02T00:26:00.000-07:00

I can't believe I let society make me be disappointed in myself.
Not to worry!
I am so fucking over it.
Fuck society!
I have gained control over myself once again.

2004-09-02T00:24:00.000-07:00

Tick Tock
Tick Tock
Tick Tock
Tick Tock
Tick Tock
etc.

2004-09-02T00:22:00.000-07:00

It's amazing how we all feel the same (for the most part) about love, life and the world we are living in, yet we keep making the same mistakes

2004-08-16T01:29:00.000-07:00

Isn't it obvious that I like you?
Why don't you want to be with me?
Or do you want to be with me?
Just give me a sign
I'll show you that I'm worth it

2004-08-16T01:28:00.000-07:00

God, Please don't let it be cancer!

2004-08-16T01:26:00.000-07:00

NOOOOO! NO! NO!
I DON'T WANT TO!

2004-08-11T14:18:00.000-07:00

This has not been the best week. I have been disappointed left and right by people. I really need to work on eliminating all these expectations I have. Otherwise I am never going to be happy again!

2004-08-06T00:40:00.000-07:00

God, why do we let others effect our moods so drastically? How is it that one word on a text message can take me from complete bliss to wanting to kill? Why are there tears all of a sudden?
No matter how much I practice breathing, these feelings are still uncontrollable.

2004-08-06T00:29:00.000-07:00

The only thing that sucks about getting older is that you get wiser.

2004-08-04T22:39:00.000-07:00

Talk all you want, but I'll only believe it when you actually do it!
My pet peev = bullshit

2004-07-30T07:16:00.000-07:00

If you don't want me to care,
then why in hell do you share.

2004-07-28T23:21:00.000-07:00

if you are open-minded enough you can like and enjoy just about anything

2004-07-21T22:45:00.000-07:00

He said his family has nicknamed him "Tiny"
They obviously haven't seen what I have!

2004-07-21T22:43:00.000-07:00

Sex on the Beach at PF Chang's in Walnut Creek
I think I'm addicted

2004-06-27T12:40:00.000-07:00

"Do whatever you want to do, just make sure it is ONLY above the waist"
--mom, 1991

2004-06-07T09:24:00.000-07:00

LINES

BART Ticket Line
BART Line
AirBART Ticket Line
AirBART Line
Check-in Line
Security Line
Magazine Stand Line
Restaurant Line
Restroom Line
Airplane Entrance Line
Airplane Exit Line
Baggage Claim Line
Car Rental Shuttle Line
Car Rental Line
Car Rental Exit Line
Freeway Traffic Line
Hotel Check-in Line
Lines, Lines, Lines

2004-06-07T09:23:00.001-07:00

I live in two completely different worlds!

2004-06-01T11:14:00.000-07:00

Madonna, Madonna, Madonna

to quote a friend...

"MANAM MIKHAAM!"

2004-06-01T11:12:00.000-07:00

Attention Ladies:

You will need a boob job
to be allowed in Vegas

Consider this your warning

2004-06-01T11:09:00.000-07:00

Don't wait too long
or you'll lose your chance
and you will then regret
that you didn't make your move

2004-05-27T09:46:00.000-07:00

"It's Vegas Baby, Vegas"

2004-05-27T09:42:00.000-07:00

It's hard for me to be deep
cuz I don't take life so seriously

2004-05-27T09:41:00.000-07:00

Hi my name is Nazli,
and I am an American Idol Junky

2004-05-25T13:28:00.000-07:00

Hmmm, God works in mysterious ways. So I made this comment about how I don't feel like I stand out in the crowd, well I got proven otherwise today.
The center of attention was on someone else today, but I stood out in the crowd.

2004-05-25T10:36:00.000-07:00

I used to think I stood out in a crowd
Now I feel I get lost in the crowd

2004-05-20T16:23:00.000-07:00

Do I have to become a mother?
I am Godmother to three beautiful children.
And I would do anything to make sure they are happy and healthy.

Do I need to become a mother?
I am Godmother to three beautiful children.
And I would do anything to make sure they are happy and healthy.

Do I want to become a mother?
I am Godmother to three beautiful children.
And I would do anything to make sure they are happy and healthy.

Can I be a mother?
I hope so.

2004-05-20T16:12:00.000-07:00

make it quick

make it exciting

Otherwise

Before you know it,

I've moved on!

It'll then be up to you

to catch up

and to catch on

to the next idea

it's not that it's not interesting

it's just my short attention span

2004-05-20T11:02:00.000-07:00

I want a husband (preferably gorgeous, rich, smart, and successful)
I want 2 children (preferably a boy and a girl)
I want a big house (preferably with a view of the ocean and the city)

I really want this, really I do!

At least I think I do!

2004-05-20T10:22:00.000-07:00

Let's see....
This weekend
I'm going to LA
And then
Next weekend
I'm going to LA
And then
the weekend after that
I'm going to LA
hmmmmmm

2004-05-20T10:13:00.000-07:00

All hail to the gooz posse

2004-05-20T10:11:00.000-07:00

"Work is love made visible." - Kahlil Gibran

2004-05-19T23:36:00.000-07:00

Oh No!
There are Persians living above us!

2004-05-18T23:15:00.000-07:00

I can't stand it when people try to "act" intelligent.
Either you are or you aren't.
Stop the acting!!!

2004-05-18T23:14:00.000-07:00

I want to know who is the idiot that said that farting and burping in public is rude. I mean do you know (i hope you do) how painful it is to hold in your fart or your burp. I say we should have a Fart Day and/or a Burp Day and/or both.

2004-05-18T15:23:00.000-07:00

Does normal exist?
And who decides what's normal?

2004-05-18T15:21:00.000-07:00

How is it that I could like someone sooo much, and yet hate them just as intensely?

2004-05-18T15:17:00.000-07:00

I must admit, I was afraid of that soap!
It took a while for it to make it to the shower
First in my car, then in my purse
it made it to my room, still in its black plastic bag
But it sat there for a while in the black plastic bag
I passed by it many times
Don't think I didn't notice it, I did!
It was just so big, and odd shaped (for a soap)
How was I to use it?
Could I use it?
It had spent enough time on the little table in my room
It was time for it to get to its final destination
I took it out of the bag
and quickly ran into the bathroom, in the shower, and placed it on the shower stand
the soap found it's home
and my skin is so soft

thanks a.t.

2004-05-16T22:37:00.000-07:00

I have nothing to say!

2004-05-13T16:45:00.000-07:00

Life is way toooo short, don't be so serious!

2004-05-13T16:44:00.000-07:00

Can you think of anything better in life than a good sale??

2004-05-12T15:50:00.000-07:00

Variety is a good thing.

2004-05-11T22:04:00.000-07:00

This is more me! :-D

2004-05-11T21:34:00.000-07:00

I catch myself complaining....a lot....about everything....specially lately;
and I hear my friends complaining too.
Silly stuff really.
It's all silly.
Cuz when I actually sit back and think about it and take a look at myself and even the friends around me...
We all have it really good.
I mean, I can't really speak for them.
But I can speak for myself.
And I have it great!
Sure, there are things about me that I wish could be different but there are also things that are so awesome!
I am sooooo lucky.
It's times like this that I really believe in
God.

2004-05-08T23:20:00.000-07:00

What the hell am I doing here??

2004-05-07T01:19:00.000-07:00

6:00am-Wake up, get ready, make it last 18 hours, hurry

8:25am-Damn! 45min's and still in traffic; pass a red light and another

8:32am-Race through the office door; start dialing

8:35am-Conference call, "hi, this is Nazli sitting in for Odessa (my boss)"--call ends 5 minutes later

9:00am to 3:30pm- 200 women and I, "let's save teenage girls!"

5:30pm to 9:30pm- 500 gay men and I, "let's cure AIDS!"

9:45pm to midnight-Manly man in suit and tie with a manly scent, The Passion of Christ and I, "Jesus"

1:30am-Sleep

2004-05-06T07:44:00.000-07:00

I have a confession to make!

2004-05-06T07:43:00.000-07:00

34/F
Walnut Creek, CA

2004-05-05T22:24:00.000-07:00

I want a beard
a long one
about 18 inches long
the color of untouched snow on a mountain

I want a beard
to play with
to wrap around my fingers
when my student has reached another goal

2004-05-04T21:20:00.000-07:00

You think you have to make sure your first blog is extra special, your first impression, but ofcourse it isn't happening that way. So my friend, zshadi, told me I need to have my own weblog, and ofcourse I listened. Let's see how it goes. So who am I writing to? Is this for me? Or for others to learn about me? Maybe both. But I don't know who others are. So right now, I guess I will write for me............Introducing.....GNaz