Ghalbeh Tarak Khordeh......I haven't been here a while. Guess there was nothing I needed to say out loud. But leave it up to love or heartbreak to bring me back here. Everyone thinks I am this strong tough chick. Little do they know that my heart is all cracked and chipped off. And I am all out of glue and tape.
Monday, August 15, 2005
Thursday, September 02, 2004
Today was a double happy day.
He called me today and told me that he saw his doctor today and the results of his biopsy indicated that he does NOT have cancer. How fabulous is that?
About an hour after that my doctor called me and told me that the lumps on my thyroid are benign as well. Talk about a sigh of relief.
I can't believe I let society make me be disappointed in myself.
Not to worry!
I am so fucking over it.
Fuck society!
I have gained control over myself once again.
It's amazing how we all feel the same (for the most part) about love, life and the world we are living in, yet we keep making the same mistakes
Monday, August 16, 2004
Isn't it obvious that I like you?
Why don't you want to be with me?
Or do you want to be with me?
Just give me a sign
I'll show you that I'm worth it
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
This has not been the best week. I have been disappointed left and right by people. I really need to work on eliminating all these expectations I have. Otherwise I am never going to be happy again!
Friday, August 06, 2004
God, why do we let others effect our moods so drastically? How is it that one word on a text message can take me from complete bliss to wanting to kill? Why are there tears all of a sudden?
No matter how much I practice breathing, these feelings are still uncontrollable.
